Jac's Snow World

An nyeong ha se yo!

Are you holding the key...
To the giant icy gates...
Into my World??

If not, please knock first oh..:p

The Snow World

I am Snow Empress...

In the deepest part of everyone, there's a place called the Snow World, a place built with ice and snow, where people cannot find them or break in…

In the deepest part of me, there lives a Snow World too, a place where only I, the Empress of my own World, has the key to the World's giant doors... I am warm outside, yet cold inside… I am cold outside, yet warm inside...

I used to think that so long as I wear a mask, I can fool the world, but eventually realized that I can never fool myself... behind the gates of my Snow World, everything seemed sealed inside, but whenever I unlocked the gates, it hurts even more than before...It hurts to open up and reminisce...

SnowFlakes

I own many snowflakes...

The snowflakes are the troubles and problems and memories of my life which pile into many snowballs, and smtimes grow so big that it will fall on me..

Everyone too own many snowflakes even snowballs…hoping that they will melt away when the warmest sun comes in,
yeah, they will melt, but when the temperatures went down again, snowflakes will pile up again...

Winter Time

I love winter, I love the snow, I love the coolness and disliked warmness of the country I live in...

Perhaps, that's why I built a Snow World in me...

I'm considered a warmth person to many of my friends, and many will ask why I like calling myself the Snow Empress, and I will tell them, I'm in actual fact, not as warmth as they think I am...

I'm a Typical A+ person, whom show others that I am someone who cannot hide feelings, but will eventually hide more than what others may think of...

Icy Gates to my heart

To live in a place full of snow, and become a really warmth person in the coldness of the surroundings, instead of being cold inside now...

Maybe, just maybe, I may realise that I am not really as cold as I think I am...

The Warmth Sunshines

Music of Snow World

Arms into Friends' World

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

期待，但却忐忑不安，什么心态啊？




@@期待--------->> 因为很高兴我找到一份我想我会喜欢的工作。。。
---> 高兴>>因为我寻找了许久类似这样的工作。。。还有因为，我心中的一些大石暂时可以放下了。。。也许，暂时，不必再烦恼该往哪条 “道路” 走去了。。。

@@忐忑不安----->> 因为，不知结果会如何，是好，是坏，是我真的要的工作吗？还有因为，一切发生得太快，也太突然了，而我就这样 “逆来顺受” 的结受这一切。。。没有 “反抗”，没有多问什么。。。

===> “有人们”问我： ^你不怕吗？ ^万一你照顾的老人有一天离开人世，而你须要目睹一切，你不怕吗？^万一那些老人有一天真的发疯或攻击你呢？

老实说，我不是没有顾虑这些，也不能说我完全一点都不怕。。。我会怕，不是因为会万一目睹他们离开时的样子，而是怕我会触景伤情，而想起我妈和我阿公和我的已故的亲人。。。也怕，长期与那些老人相处后，还要面对他们离开，我会很难过，很伤心，会流很多眼泪的。。。也许，可能会有一点怕他们 “如果离开”的模样会一直在脑海里吧。。。

也许，我想一切都是注定的吧。。。也许，这也是命运的安排吧。。。就让一切顺其自然吧。。。不做就永远都不会知道的。。。至少，毕竟，现在，也只是刚开始。。。

愿一切顺利吧！ 神啊！佛啊！耶稣啊！阿拉啊！天上的个路神仙们啊！妈妈啊！阿公啊！ 请你们保由我！让我有勇气和胆量去克服所有的困难，和难关吧！