Jac's Snow World

An nyeong ha se yo!

Are you holding the key...
To the giant icy gates...
Into my World??

If not, please knock first oh..:p

The Snow World

I am Snow Empress...

In the deepest part of everyone, there's a place called the Snow World, a place built with ice and snow, where people cannot find them or break in…

In the deepest part of me, there lives a Snow World too, a place where only I, the Empress of my own World, has the key to the World's giant doors... I am warm outside, yet cold inside… I am cold outside, yet warm inside...

I used to think that so long as I wear a mask, I can fool the world, but eventually realized that I can never fool myself... behind the gates of my Snow World, everything seemed sealed inside, but whenever I unlocked the gates, it hurts even more than before...It hurts to open up and reminisce...

SnowFlakes

I own many snowflakes...

The snowflakes are the troubles and problems and memories of my life which pile into many snowballs, and smtimes grow so big that it will fall on me..

Everyone too own many snowflakes even snowballs…hoping that they will melt away when the warmest sun comes in,
yeah, they will melt, but when the temperatures went down again, snowflakes will pile up again...

Winter Time

I love winter, I love the snow, I love the coolness and disliked warmness of the country I live in...

Perhaps, that's why I built a Snow World in me...

I'm considered a warmth person to many of my friends, and many will ask why I like calling myself the Snow Empress, and I will tell them, I'm in actual fact, not as warmth as they think I am...

I'm a Typical A+ person, whom show others that I am someone who cannot hide feelings, but will eventually hide more than what others may think of...

Icy Gates to my heart

To live in a place full of snow, and become a really warmth person in the coldness of the surroundings, instead of being cold inside now...

Maybe, just maybe, I may realise that I am not really as cold as I think I am...

The Warmth Sunshines

Music of Snow World

Arms into Friends' World

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

无业游民 。篇




当了超过半年的无业游民了，只是偶尔打份临时工，不是那么努力的在找工作做，因为觉得还想多休息，还想多陪陪我的小新。 也许，很多人会在背后说我，“没出息！”，”懒虫“，”没用的人“， 但是，你们真的有权力那样说吗？我有向你们要钱，要饭了吗？我用的可是我自己的储蓄啊！你们又没有出钱养我，为何要来烦我，或在我背后指指点点呢？

我不想因为受到周围的压力，而随便找份工作来做，因为这样没有意义，我也会很不开心。我非常地清楚，不找工作是不对的，我也会开始去寻找的，请给我多一点时间去想清楚，让我休息够了，我自然会去工作的。我连自己要干嘛都没自由吗？就当是让我玩个够本好吗？

要搞清楚，我不是在自甘堕落，我只是在休息，真的。。。虽然当中参杂了一些些的忧柔寡断。。。但我会回神的，相信我，好吗？不要再给我制造无形的压力了，好吗？ 因为，我已经给自己很多的压力了，不需要你们再加重它。。。

由衷感谢一直支持我的朋友们，还有谢谢爸比没有责怪我，也谢谢那些开始了解我，谅解我的人。。。我会为了你们尽快想通的。。。相信我。。。

爱你们喔！